CHICKEN FAJITA
SALAD
Well, folks, it is time for a check up. I visited my favorite health consultant (myself) in her office (my head) recently, and the diagnosis wasn't good. Since I set a weight-loss goal of ten pounds back in March, I've done nothing but eat donuts. Or, at least that's how my body feels. And really, its not that much of an exaggeration. Worse than the uncomfortable feeling of wearing slightly-too-tight pants all the time is the psychological trauma of watching myself slowly loose control and motivation when it comes to my health. I think I need an intervention.
Let me back up, because this isn't really about weight. About two years ago I did work my tail off to lose lots of weight, but I sort of found a new identity in health and running along the way. No doubt, I became addicted to running. If you have a truly addictive personality, like me, you know what it means to become dependent on the high of any activity as a way of coping and feeling in control. Luckily, I've always taken to sort of ridiculous and "healthy" addictions - studying, pottery, or in this case, running - which have paid off greatly in full-ride scholarships to fancy schools, lots and lots of glazed mugs taking over my apartment (please, take them for free), and a big drop in my cholesterol score. Yessss.
But an addiction is an addiction, nonetheless. Anyone with an addictive personality can tell you that these addictions are an all or nothing deal. You go from one addiction (or "hobby," as I like to call them) to the next, each one all-consuming, and you try to avoid the really terrible ones (i.e. drugs or cat collecting).
I suppose in the pendulum swing between all or nothing, I wound up with nothing. So, I'm taking matters into my own hands by 1) going to the doctor (the real one) to find out what's wrong with my hip so I can start running again instead of looking at cat memes on BuzzFeed (too close to cat collecting for comfort), and 2) eating more salad until I can start burning more calories. Take this Chicken Fajita Salad, for example. It's super healthy and tastes good.